Today, I went swimming and covered a couple of laps in my tiny, tiny pool. Amidst the gasping and the burns I really felt peaceful and relaxed, my mind entirely at ease as I went through the motions, push and pull, breath in and out. All my stress and worries about the future just washed away with the water receding off my back, and I found it so therapeutic and tranquil. I wish I could feel that way all the time, for the rest of my life.